Gotta go my own way

I've realised that there's no other easier way for me to express my feelings if not for this song. I especially want to dedicate it to you.

Gotta Go My Own Way - HSM2

I gotta say what’s on my mind
Something about us doesn’t seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try
Somehow the plan is always rearranged
It’s so hard to say
But I gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay

I’ve got to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

Don’t wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall every time
Another colour turns to grey
And it’s just too hard
To watch it all slowly fade away
I’m leavin’ today
’Cause I gotta do what’s best for me
You’ll be okay

I’ve got to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

What about us?
What about everything we’ve been through?

What about trust?

You know I never wanted to hurt you

What about me?

What am I supposed to do…

I gotta leave but I’ll miss you

I’ve got to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way

I’ve got to move on and be who I am
I just don’t belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way
I gotta go my own way

I've always wanted to say it, and it's slowly becoming easier. I want to leave it all behind, but it's hard. Obviously, I don't belong here anymore. I'm just a stranger to you right? Consedering how much lies you've told me. Thanks for helping me realise that everything is definitely not as great as it always seems. There is always bound to be a flaw, because nothing is perfect, only God is. I don't want to give up just as yet, but you're just making it harder for me to hold on, because I'm losing grip of this, and if you don't catch it in time, I'll be gone.