Damn it!

I feel so stupid! I feel like and idiot! Argh! I can't believe that I was stupid enough to email them about such important stuff. Damn. Why does Les always have to be right? But I still love him. I really need to thank him for talking to me at 4am. He's a great guy. I'm gonna miss him so much.
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9 days, but I don't know if I can make it. I want to run away, away from all these problems.