多二十五个小时。。。

。。。他就会来。
我没希望看他了。
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我听了小煜说他在棒棒堂里没觉得很快乐。
那我问过自己，我倒地快步快乐呢？
我想了很久，可是还找不到答案。
这是什么意识呢？
我也不知道。
我听小煜说他每次跟爸爸说他没事，很快乐。
可是回到家时，他真的不知道自己快步快乐。
我就问过自己，我是不是跟小煜一样？
每次跟家人说在这很快乐，可是不知道是真的快乐，还是假的快乐。
我最讨厌人家问我在这里快不快乐，因为我每次说快乐可是我一回家就想到头痛或是让我想念家人而哭起来了。
那我这样子怎么继续幸福的活着呢？
算了，如果我知道我快不快乐，我会跟大家说一下。
我要去看节目了。
拜拜！

-Translation-
...and he will be coming.
I have no hope of seeing him.
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I heard Xiao Yu say that he doesn't feel all that happy in Lollipop Bang Bang Tang.
Then I asked myself, am I really happy?
I thought for a long time, but still couldn't find the answer.
What does this mean?
I really don't know either.
I heard Xiao Yu sat that he keeps telling his father that everything is fine.
But when he goes back home, he doesn't know if he is happy or not.
So I asked myself, am I like Xiao Yu?
I keep telling everyone I am happy, but I don't know if I'm really happy, or just putting up a cheerful front.
I really hate people asking me if I'm happy here, because everytime I say I am, but when I get home, I think till my head hurts or until I miss home and start crying.
If so, how am I suppose to continue a happy life?
Forget it, when I find out if I'm happy, I'll tell you my response.
I'm going to watch my shows now.
Bye!