scared...

I'M TOO SCARED...
1. to open my heart up.
2. to tell them my feelings.
3. to tell them to stop asking me the same question.
4. to face my problems.
5. to face the hurt.
6. to face the truth.
7. to face them.
8. OF EVERYTHING!

I feel useless because I'm scared. I'm scared of not only loosing her. I'm scared of loosing all of them. I miss them all. What am I supposed to do now? I really do not know but if anyone could give me the answer, it would make my day.