Hoping for a better start

Well, I'm back! Merry belated Christmas to all of you and Happy (Early) New Year! The year has not been the best...especially during the Christmas Season...well, let's start from the beginning of the year...at the beginning, I was put to a different class from Amanda and figured that I was immigrating this year...then Zoe left for SCGS...then my mom left for here...then i missed my CAs...then Jaymann left for Crescent Girls'...then I did really badly for my mid-years...then we had the case of Michelle wanting to sue Jade...then we had the sorta unsuccessful successful class party...then I had to leave making me miss my grandma's bdae and national day...include all the shouting I had to do...and the scoldings class comm gets...it was definately not a great year...then after I came here...life wasn't much better...there's the daily wanting-to-shout-but-knowing-I-shouldn't feeling cos the class won't freaking shuddup...then I figured I needed 21 service hours that I had to get on my own...then my confirmation interview that I really didn't do well...then my progress report was horrible (5 As, 3Bs)...then I have my busy schedule of mon-fri mornings is school, tue night is bible study, wed night is cat class, sat morning is choir, sat evening is church, sun morning is children liturgy, sun afternoon is lunch with whole family then jalan jalan...then I found out that my grandma was and still is hospitalized and no one freaking bothered to tell me at all...and now no one's telling me her progress and all the test results...and I found out ON MY OWN that she actually has stomach ulcer that is cancerous and has tumors in her spleen that could spread...and when my bro came here, my mom left 5 days later...then we found out that even if our grandma passed on, we would all not be allowed to go back...and now my sis is insisting that she goes back earlier but my parents are asking her what she can do even if she does go back earlier which is totally true, even if she does go back she can do nothing about that...the only people that can make a difference is the doctors, nurses, and definately God above that watches over all of us...if you could, please pray for my grandma that she'll be fine, and for my grandpa cos he's not in the best of shape either, he's actually almost as bad as my grandma though she's been the stronger one until this incident, and also for the hospital staff that they'll find the right treatment for her and keep her safe as long as they can. I would like to thank my sister for giving me the support I needed when I found out about this though she wants to go back earlier. I also thank my brother for keeping us updated on what is happening to my grandmother. I also thank my eldest brother for giving support to both my sister and me and staying strong for us though I know that he is very worried for my grandma too. For my parents, I hope you know that though we grandchildren may not be as close to our grandma as others are, we still have the right and should know about her current condition. Keeping us from this only tells me that you don't want us to care about our grandparents. If you think keeping us from this until they go will help us concentrate on our studies, let me just tell you that you are wrong. I admit that I wonder what's happening to her when I'm in class and may not pay that much attention but it's better than not listening in class just to think of what is happening to her without even knowing she has cancer in the first place...I hope you realise your mistake by doing this. I really hope that my grandparents will be fine and kept safe by God.